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             Subtle Austerity 
                   
                 
                Swami was totally  indifferent to his body. He had trained his body to tolerate hardships. He  would himself go to the villages for collecting alms for the group with which  he was touring. From whatever he got, he would first feed the senior sadguru and other sadhus of the group and then he would eat whatever  was left. Sometimes he had to go without food; but he would not let others know  this. As such he used to half-starve his body. He used to tie a string round  his waist in order to measure his waistline. If he felt that his waistline was  increasing, he would observe a fast. 
  Once, on request from  Mota Ramdas Swami, Maharaj sent Swami with him for touring. When they reached a  village some of the sadhus came down with a fever, so they had to extend their  stay in that village. The ailing sadhus could not take any food, so one of the  devotees brought roasted pulses. Ramdas Swami gave them to all the ailing  sadhus. But even after that, plenty were left. So, all the sadhus of the group  ate them, but still one pound of pulses remained. All the sadhus had eaten to  their capacity and could not eat anymore. So Ramdas Swami was worried about  what to do with the left over pulses. Moreover, Maharaj had given instructions  to not store anything and, therefore, the  pulses could not be kept for later use. So Ramdas Swami again requested the  sadhus, “It would be good if someone ate these pulses.” 
  At this juncture,  Swami, who always half-starved himself, intervened and said, “If you wish I  shall eat them.” And Swami finished them all. 
  Seeing this Ramdas  Swami said, “Oh sadhuram! Do you starve yourself to this extent daily?” Swami used to remain hungry to that  extent everyday. 
  Once, Maharaj arrived at Umreth after celebrating the Hari  Navmi festival at Vartal. Here, at Nandram Thakar’s place, Maharaj served mango  juice and chapattis in abundance to all the sadhus. After the meal,  Maharaj held an assembly under the cool shade of a mango tree. 
  It was the month of  Chaitra and so it was very hot.  All the sadhus were feeling rather uncomfortable in the heat after having eaten  such a heavy meal. To add to this Maharaj ordered, “Today you have had the food  of a miser so stand up and sing bhajans together, so that you can easily digest the food.”  
  It was difficult even  to sit. Who would stand up to sing kirtans?  But Swami, who was indifferent to his body, stood up. Seeing this Tadrupanand  Swami also stood up. Swami had memorized about five hundred bhajans. He sung  them one by one and everyone else repeated after him. In this way the singing  of bhajans continued  for about a couple of hours. By the grace of Maharaj the sky remained overcast, and soon after the assembly was over, it rained. Maharaj was pleased by Swami’s singing and said, “It  has rained because of your devotion.” 
                
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